NIGHTMARES
I don’t seem to be able to make them stop!
I wake up and I have to try and separate the two worlds from each other.
They have both become my reality, but which one is really happening?
26.05.2012
I killed someone. I knew them but I can’t recall who it was.
I was so distraught! Police and such were there to get me after I had done it. Charlie was there, I was absolutely shaking, and although she knew what I had done was wrong she didn’t leave me.
So I ended up in a loony bin.
Then some how I was in a gym riding a bike, and this guy working at the gym came up to me and started telling me how I need to start eating especially before the gym and then he started showing me all these protein bars etc.
For some reason people were playing basketball in the gym. I was watching the competition. Mel was there and all the hockey girls, but playing basketball not hockey.
I don’t understand what happen in my dream really, but I know that I felt scared.
27.05.2012
I was driving and I had this massive car crash. I didn’t hit another car but my car went out of control and I flipped. The car got sooo smashed up, it legit ripped in half. I don’t know how I survived! And then I jumped out the car, and for some reason the car was back together just smashed up. But I’d left the keys in the car so it started rolling down the hill so I had to chase it. I didn’t catch it because it went off the side of the cliff into the water.
Then I was crossing the railways near my house. There was this weird giant person there and he growled at me then made it that the boom gates went down so I had to run across to safety. I stood there as I watched this really old train go past, but the railway was weird and curving upwards. The train was really long and eventually it stopped and began to tip, about to fall on me. So I ran away.
Then I was in some play with restaurants and people were shooting at me. So I had to hide in a restaurant and try and shoot them back, trying to kill them but no matter how many I killed and fought off more kept on coming, there was no way out for me!
Again I was scared.
